To Gabriel
To the one who loves me so, such is what I can never have the courage to tell him
I think about how much you love me
At times your words seem to get through
But you are so unstable
It seems impossible that it's true
Why are we together
This messed of pair of fools
I cannot feel for you wholly
And you cannot keep your cool
Every fervent word of passion
The words you utter to me
Every syllable you say makes me shiver
I cannot trust anything you say is free
To be praised and admonished
Surely the price goes unsaid
By someone surely I'm unworthy
In this event I carefully tread
Afraid that you'll lose interest
I avoid you days at a time
But you greet me upon my return
As if I were divine
I love you more than words can say
But I have nothing to give back
An empty shell of a person
Unsaid sorrow in my tracks
I want us to be there for the other
On and on until we die
But nothing can be so correct
I don't deserve someone that high
I think about how much you love me
At times your words seem to get through
But you are so unstable
It seems impossible that it's true
Why are we together
This messed of pair of fools
I cannot feel for you wholly
And you cannot keep your cool
Every fervent word of passion
The words you utter to me
Every syllable you say makes me shiver
I cannot trust anything you say is free
To be praised and admonished
Surely the price goes unsaid
By someone surely I'm unworthy
In this event I carefully tread
Afraid that you'll lose interest
I avoid you days at a time
But you greet me upon my return
As if I were divine
I love you more than words can say
But I have nothing to give back
An empty shell of a person
Unsaid sorrow in my tracks
I want us to be there for the other
On and on until we die
But nothing can be so correct
I don't deserve someone that high