Incapable
I feel like falling apart
Everyday and moment through
Dreading the next moment
The next task I have to do
I want to rip out my hair
And light my body on fire
Just to see if I’d feel clean
Or still like trash to expire
It rips me apart inside
The misplaced anger and hate
I jus can’t deal with it
The very fabric of my fate
The gaping holes in my psyche
They never heal all the way
Like a festering wound
They just get worse day after day
I go a little more crazy
Everyday that I’m alone
Everytime people say they love me
But are lying scum on their throne
It makes me unstable
For a temporary time
Incapable of feeling anything
In my own world a mime
If you’re treated a certain way
You learn to expect it
And irregularities
They exist within a limit
I’m a weak person
Forced to endure
I want to give up
Just let me leave through that door
Everyday and moment through
Dreading the next moment
The next task I have to do
I want to rip out my hair
And light my body on fire
Just to see if I’d feel clean
Or still like trash to expire
It rips me apart inside
The misplaced anger and hate
I jus can’t deal with it
The very fabric of my fate
The gaping holes in my psyche
They never heal all the way
Like a festering wound
They just get worse day after day
I go a little more crazy
Everyday that I’m alone
Everytime people say they love me
But are lying scum on their throne
It makes me unstable
For a temporary time
Incapable of feeling anything
In my own world a mime
If you’re treated a certain way
You learn to expect it
And irregularities
They exist within a limit
I’m a weak person
Forced to endure
I want to give up
Just let me leave through that door